I was at the doctor today. While sitting in the waiting room I picked up the Maclean’s magazine. I flipped it open and there was Kevin. The first thought into my head was that he wasn’t wearing his friggen helmet. Fat lot of good it will do him on his back. Ugh.
I know he is infantry and that his job is to actually go out and find and fight the Taliban. I have known this all along. He doesn’t stay on base and prepare meals or work in supply or fix vehicles. Not that the people on the base in Kandahar are all that safe either with all the rocket attacks there have been lately. Yet somehow seeing this picture and reading the report drilled it into my head he is in real, very real danger every day. Call it head in the sand syndrome I guess but even with all the recent deaths of our boys I had this denial going on. Refusal to face facts.
He has been in other press, with equally honest reporting of what they do each day. I read a whole section, a special report in the Toronto Star earlier this month. And yet, I was somehow protected from the harsh reality. I suppose I was protecting myself.
That all changed when I opened up this magazine. I’m scared shitless now. I can no longer deny he is in danger. Anyone have a Valium?